Wednesday, October 16, 2013

I'm Being Mocked

Things have been really busy around here this last week (something about having a husband and two small children will do that to you), so I haven't been able to give you an update until now!

The guys agreed to the short term contract drafted by the legal department at the surrogacy agency, and they got it all finished in time to catch the cycle I was about to start! So I officially began the mock cycle on Saturday!

For now, it's rather uneventful, just a birth control pill every day. But once I take the last BCP this Friday, the mock cycle will be in full swing!

All of my monitoring appointments have been scheduled, and my first one is on Monday. They will do blood work and an ultrasound to check for suppression of my ovaries and a thin lining--the only time we actually WANT to see that! The next day, Tuesday the 22nd, I will begin my twice a week Delestrogen intramuscular injections.

YIKES.

Getting really nervous about these, and I know my nerves now are nothing compared to what they will be Tuesday night. Most surrogates have their husband give them the shot, but since mine nearly passed out from just looking at the tiny Lupron needle, I think I'm on my own with this one. The box of meds is supposed to arrive from the pharmacy tomorrow. I have to admit, a part of me is excited to get started on the injections again, because I feel like an official surrogate when I'm cycling. But this cycle does not involve tiny needles in belly fat, and it does not result in an adorable little embryo being transferred at the end. However, I am so glad that the guys have been willing to take a chance on me and allow me to do this mock cycle in order to be their surrogate!

There's a voice in my head that is worried this still won't be enough, but I'm trying to shut her up. Final mock cycle ultrasound won't be until early November. Until then, I'm continuing with all the home remedies I've mentioned before, and I'm drinking water like it's going out of style.

THIS HAS TO WORK.

It just has to.

8 comments:

  1. There are lots of people hoping like crazy for you that your body responds appropriately! Best wishes!

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    1. Awww, thanks Carla! That's very sweet, and encouraging to know that somewhere out there, I have a cheering squad! :)

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  2. Praying for you!! I just started my last cycle before the mock. Should start the mock sometime around the 10th or so. I am so so nervous. But Im right there with you. It is gonna work!!! Im glad the med protocol is different for you. I wish I could do injections......mine is staying the same.

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    1. Thanks Katy, I'll be thinking of you when you start your cycle! Sending lots of fluffy vibes!

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  3. DON'T WORRY.
    Delestrogen is just as easy as Lupron. No soreness, small amount to inject. Try not to worry about these. You'll be fine.

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    1. Thanks Mandy, I'm only two shots in (the third one is tonight), and so far that seems to be the case! Let's hope it continues!

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